A year has gone by since we last spoke.
Do I really mean nothing to you?
Do you think the constant scowls,
the disrespectful comments and eye rolls
are not seen. heard. felt.
A girl who was basically family,
a sister figure but more importantly a friend.
Someone who knows my hidden secrets.
Someone who I helped with problems
and you who helped with my own.
Do you not remember when we cried together?
The laughter after the tears?
No? Well, I do.
Hurt is an understatement.
It has recently just affected me.
I managed to stay strong but now,
I feel like I will break down at a slight thought,
a picture or even a Facebook status.
I know.
We will never be the same.
All those years of friendship ruined by
repetitive mistakes and unwanted opinions.
Sly comments being thrown back and forth.
Rumours being spread among groups of people.
No, I don't blame all of this on you.
I blame it on me too.
I miss you.
I really do.
And maybe you miss me too?
Probably not and I am just in an illusion.
I miss the old you.
If there was something I could do,
to talk to the old friend who meant so much to me,
I would.
However, people change.
I did too.
Hopefully, you enjoy life now with new friends.
I love mine too.
Just remember,
I'll always miss you.
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